Kelly, I am sorry you are having some *down times* right now. You have been through so much already and I hate to see you worrying about your recovery. Keep reading info from others who have *been there.* It will remind you that eventually you will get there too. Try to not be too demanding of yourself. I know you will reach your goals but it will be in God's timing. For now concentrate on getting well and keeping that positive attitude that we have all come to admire. (((hugs)))

Richard, I think that was your finest post ever. Thank you for your words of wisdom and prayer for Kelly.

By the way, Kelly I love your new signature!