Hello my darling PT family!

I'm in need of some prayers for two things.

1. I've been feeling sooooo horrible lately. Today alone, I've spent over 2 hours in the bathroom. Last week I was having problems with blood in the toilet, but my surgeons say this is normal. Kind of scary if you ask me. I'm getting kind of discouraged because I've done - and am still doing - EVERYTHING I'm supposed to and I feel horrible.

My solace is that I've been reading accounts from patients that have had this surgery and they have taken 1 -3 months (or up to a year) to heal.

So maybe I just need more time.

I've been getting a bit down on myself...getting frustrated because I don't know when I'll get better. I have SO MANY goals and dreams and it hurts to see my life just flashing by, while I sit on my couch (or toilet ).

2. I have a pre-interview/testing with a local hospital for one of five positions I've applied for tomorrow at 1:00 p.m.

I REALLY, REALLY, REALLY want to work in a hospital. I'm going to eventually get myself to medical school so I can earn my M.D....and I know working in a hospital will give me an amazing amount of experience.

One of the positions is in admitting and I'd LOVE that one. I've been scared/sick a billion times and would love to help someone feel a tiny bit better if I could.

Despite being sick, I really love a hospital setting and I've always wanted to work in one. Even when I was a psych major, I wanted to work in a hospital.

Please pray this is in the plans for me. It'd be sooo rewarding, has amazing benefits, is close to my parents new home and even close to school. Its about 40 minutes from home, but that's not bad and worth it to me.

Thanks, guys. I know PT prayer works miracles. God listens.

Love,
Kelly