Karen, I know what you mean...why DO I even bother? Maybe because I got too comfortable and am scared to be on my own? His own mom is PO'd at him...he's starting to act like his dad, she says...which is a very BAD thing! She's told me that she loved his dad so much...married him twice before she figured it out. Now she's married to a great guy and is happier that she's ever been. She says I remind her of herself when she was my age! But it's true, Nick acts more like his dad every day, which is a bunch of bad words jerk! I'll let ya know how it goes...