I had a morbid and terrifying thought this afternoon... after reading one too many articles on animal abuse and cruelty, I had the wretched thought of what would happen if someone decided to target any one (or god forbid ALL) of my monsters.

What would I do? Would I become a puddle of mush not able to respond or become an angered tower of vengence? Somewhere in the middle?

I would *hope* that I'd be strong and enlist help of the media to expose my story to the world and in the end catch the people (would they deserve to be called people?) responsible for hurting my cats. I'd like to be the voice for my animals that didn't have a voice. Share my numerous pictures and videos for the city to fall in love with my catds. Then stun them with images of the violence my pets met, and make a city of people rise up to fight with me.

But I honeslty don't know if Id have the fortitude to stand up and do that. I think I'd be too numb from grief.