I'm sorry because I'm sure you don't want anything to do with me ever again but I am hoping that Charlie is on the mend and I havn't been able to stop thinking about how badly you must feel. I sent you an email and didn't hear back from you so I was hoping you might reply here to update everyone on Charlie. I feel terrible for anything I said that was hurtfull or judgemental. It was not necessary and was not helpfull in any way. I wish now I had just given my sympathy and good wishes for Charlie and you and Bella to heal and find peace but I didn't. I can't change what has been said but hope one day you will be able to forgive anything I said that caused you more pain. I have considered quitting PT and may still. If ever I felt like an intruder or outsider it's now after reading a post that the new people were changing PT from the way it used to be and they wanted it back the way it was. Well I guess there really isn't much left to say so I'll sign off and wish you all well thought's.