I've decided to let Phoebe go tonight.

Her tumor has grown, and I saw that it's beginning to displace her tongue, so she's having a lot of trouble eating. Phoebe has a big appetite and loves to eat, and when she tries the food just falls out of her mouth.

I don't want her to be tortured by this anymore. It's only going to get worse, and no matter how much I love her, I can't put her through it.

She been with me through thick and thin for almost 19 years. It's going to be so hard to let my old, dear friend go....

The Vet said that I'm 100% right. There's nothing else that can be done, and to keep her around would just be selfish.

I'm writing this now, because I don't think I'll be able to later.

It's going to be done at about 7pm eastern time. Could everyone please pray that Phoebe gets to heaven without any pain, fear or suffering.

Thank you everyone....

----Emily, Phoebe, The Kitty, and Boy Band