Hi everyone,

I came here for some advice...

School is starting, AGGH, ive never ever been so stressed in my life. My school takes trips, and I HATE been away from home (im sure everyone is snickering right now) Its horrible. I get totally home sick, and i cant seem to over come it! I dont like my school at all. You have know idea the endless hours that i spent crying and begging not to go back to that school. I get teased constatly, I'm the slowedest runner there aka the best person to tease. No one believe I have a boy friend, so they hold i against me. Its so horrible now. The only solution i can see is leaving the school, which isnt going to happen

The bus ride home is horrible. EVERYONE on my bus is so mean to me. Part of me wants to listen to ear phones, but i also want to listen to what ever one is saying.

I'm a loser. Honestly I have one friend in the whole school I seem to be the person that is in each and everyone rumor. Its horrible. My parents could and would never know what it feels like. Has anyone else had problems at school? Any advice, because i am so nervous with starting i cant sleep. SO i will be on PT all night anyways.