Yup. I'm hoping that by posting this it will force me to do this. I've been trying to stay away from PT but I've been failing. I'm tired of feeling down when no one replys to me. Ever. I get like 5 people if I'm lucky. I feel ignored and unliked. Wait..that reminds me of real life!! I feel like I don't need it online too. When I first joined, it was so fun. Everything was warm and welcoming and now it just seems different. Everyone seems to have one great online PT buddy..I don't feel anyone would ever consider me one. I know I'm being immature but oh well. I feel how I feel. I've been almost wishing I could die lately. I feel so down and gloomy. I even wish I had the will to do it but that only makes me more sad cause I don't really want to die, I just can't stand the hurt anymore. Don't bother to reply to this. I doubt I'll even come back (I really hope this will be enough to keep me away) and besides, you couldn't be bothered with me before so why bother now. I don't like people feeling 'sorry' for me or whatever you call it.
There are a few people on here I really like and will miss you can always reach me by e-mail. I think one of the options besides PM is e-mail here right?
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