hello everyone! I've posted here before. I told you guys that I'm moving into a new home soon and will be adopting the strays i'm taking care of. well, as it turned out, the cat i'm taking care of at work disappeared. i haven't seen him for a week. this cat always wait for us every lunch time for his meal. but i havent seen him since monday last week. i feel so sad about this. i have been working with him patiently... he is hard feral and for the past 5 months that i've been feeding him, he still runs away when i get close. i'm new here at work, but my co-workers say they have been feeding him for 3 yrs already. i really don't know what happened to him and based from my experiences before, if i don't see a cat in 1 week, the odds of seeing him ever again are very slim. i was very determined to tame this cat... my company is actually moving by sept , that's why im trying to speed up the home finding process so i could bring him home before that time(i live in an apartment right now that doesnt allow animals) . right now my heart is breaking, i feel like crying every day when i put out leftover and some dry food in case he comes back. although the food bowl is empty the next day, i'm pretty sure it's not him eating the food. anyway, sorry for the long post... it's just that nobody understands how i feel, even my boyfriend doesn't realize how sad i am because of this. i guess i have to follow up on my home loan(i'm still looking after 2 kitties at my boyfriend's work) i don't think i can bear to lose anymore kitties right now.