Thank you all for your kind ,comforting words ,I think my grieving process is just beginning as my body heals ,i wish my heart would heal ,such an emptiness I feel .

I take comfort knowing I gave her a good life but I feel angry she was taken away in such a short time ,vet said if she responded to treatment we would have six mths maybe a year, i had a week
I guess Evee just was ready to go ,but I wasn’t ready for her to leave .

I’ve never experienced such love from a kitty and as you can see I’ve had a few .

The days are hard without her ,she was a lot of work ,but I didn’t mind in the least ,I’d rather have it all back again ,if only it were possible .

She truly was one special wee girl she was a long haired tortie ,and as loving as she was 90 per cent of the time She had her tortitude going on to ,😉.

I have my young ginger and white boy Phoenix ,I rescued him at the same time ,he seems to be enjoying being number one ,he’s a cool cat ,very tolerant ,never bites or scratches ,but he’s more daddy’s cat even though I rescued him ,😃 no more kitties now ,he will be my last fur ball ,and I will give him the best life ever .

I will try post a pic of Evee ,for those who don’t remember her ,as was a while back I posted them ,I’ve lost the know how ,how to do it on my iPad ,doesn’t seem to work ,I will try the desktop .