Bleh. I feel kinda sad and crappy. I'm not looking for sympathy, I guess just someone to listen to me and maybe talk to me. My boyfriend and I had a huge fight and I asked him to leave. We haven't officially broken up but I really need to think about it. We've been dating for almost 3 years and I honestly though I was going to spend the rest of my life with him. I feel beyond low right now. Any friends I had were his friends so he is off living with them I assume having a blast. I now have no one. No boyfriend, no friends. No one to talk to. Just Clover.

I just wish I knew how I'm such a horrible person that no one wants to care about or be friends with? Honestly, I wish someone would tell me! I would like to change. Just recently I stopped hanging out with my group of friends. They talked crap about me behind my back. Mean stuff. Are there no adults out there that act their age?

-end vent/pitty party.