Fern

[jenluckenbach]

Fern could not hold on any longer, she was ready to go.

A few months shy of your (approximate) 15th birthday.

I must say, you hid your weakening body well. The days and weeks before you stopped eating, you were as lively as ever. No clue was given that your kidneys were shutting down. But your blood levels told the grim story.

I will always remember how much you changed from a super shy little girl to one who would literally demand attention. And I will also remember how that was the LONGEST road I have ever experienced. Your changes did not come overnight. But rather over YEARS. Most "casual" cat owners would have given up hope on you long ago. But we were content to watch you blossom at your own pace.

Six years, yes I remember it was 6 years before you attempted to climb onto my lap. And only if there were a blanket or newspaper between us.

But these last months, almost 14 years after adoption, you would lay with us to watch TV.

Tonight another piece of my heart goes to the rainbow bridge with you. Play hard Fern, you will be missed.

[Cataholic]

I am so so sorry for the loss of sweet Fern. She was much loved and will be sorely missed. (((((Hugs)))))

[Karen]

Rest in peace, pretty girl, knowing you have left deep pawprints on many hearts. Find the softest pillow up there at the Rainbow Bridge, okay?

[Pinot's Mom]

Godspeed to the Bridge, dear Fern, and Peace to your family on earth. Be well and young until you see them again.

[Taz_Zoee]

Oh Jen, I am so sorry to read this. So soon after Jasper.
I love hearing how she finally came around to being a cuddle kitty. So sweet.

RIP Fern

[Medusa]

Jen, you've had a double whammy; first Jasper, now Fern. However, they were two lucky cats to have been w/you for as long as they were. I'm sure Jasper was there to greet Fern and give her comfort until your sweet reunion. Rest in peace, Fern, and peace to you, Jen.

[carole]

so sorry to hear about Fern, RIP little girl, i know your heart aches right now, but take comfort in knowing she is at peace now and you are amongst those who understand and can offer you love and support , GIANT HUGS.

[cassiesmom]

I am so sorry, Jen. (((HUGS)))

[momoffuzzyfaces]

Fern, I am so sorry you had to go to the bridge way too soon. I know your little paw prints will be all over your mommys heart until you meet again.

[kaycountrygal]

I am so sorry for your loss. It is always hard when we lose a dear friend. My best to you... Kay in NC

[rg_girlca]

Jen, I am so very sorry on the loss of your Fern. She was such a beautiful girl and so well loved. Like you said, most people would have given up on her, but not you Jen, that would never happen to any cat that comes into your home. They are all loved by you first and last.

Rest in Peace dear Fern and hope you're having fun with Jasper.

{{{{{{HUGS}}}}}} Jen.

[maerlyn]

I don't come here as much as I should, so I just read your thread about Fern. Unhappily, I can commiserate with you, as my beloved Merlin went to the Bridge nearly 10 years ago through CRF. Sadly, there is no recovery; once the kidneys start to go, the loss cannot be reversed. I really feel for you because I've been where you are. Our only consolation, beside the memories, is the knowledge that Fern and Merlin are gloriously alive at the Bridge, absolutely healthy and unimaginably happy. Cry for yourself, but know that your tears are for you; your beloved Fern as no need of them, and will greet you joyously one day.

Until then, you have my most sincere sympathy; the depth of your pain shows the depth of your love. May Fern's Creator help you to find peace.