Dearest Lisa my heart goes out to you , i am so sorry to read of the passing of your beautiful kitty Halo,tears come to my eyes when i read your post,you are a very special person to me, and i hate that you and bobcat are suffering this emotional pain, i know how awful it is, words alone cannot express how i feel for you, i hope you find some comfort here with all your friends on PT who share your grief and understand,please know you are in my thoughts daily and i send you giant hugs and love from across the miles, please take care, all my love from me and the kitties especially Ellie.