I am in my junior year of High school, the most important year of my HS career. I hate school so much and I just cannot wait to graduate and get out of HS. I just want to leave already! I guess you could sort of call this a rant too.

My GPA last year was a 3.58 or something like that - which I didn't think was that bad. Chemistry brought me down because I was so terrible at it, so glad I am not taking Physics. You need a 3.75 to get into National Honor Society - guess I am out of luck on that one. My class rank is just embarrasing. I want to go to community college anyway. Now I am all stressed out over a few things, I really don't want to go to a college far away - but I know they open more doors the CC. I don't want to dorm away from home, I am too dumb to get scholarships anyway apparently. My main problem is NOT knowing what I want to do with my life, I have no clue what I want to major in. I guess I have a basic idea..something with animals, particularly wildlife or agriculture. I am so stressed out over this - I don't want to jump into a major that I will later regret.

Any advice? Am I being Paranoid?