So last week my mom left for a vaca she desperately needed. Her friend paid for the whole thing(aside from some spending money that my dad was suppose to send her but didn't) and they went to visit another friend in Kentucky. Well my mom came home today and pretty much as soon as she got here did the fighting start up again. I'm so sick of listening to them fight, I really wish they would just split up already.
Anyways my dad said something I never heard before. He told my mom that he might as well kill himself and she makes him want to commit suicide. Now my dad is on anti-depressants(his depression is the reason we're in so much trouble right now) but I don't think their working..
My mom really is talking about splitting up AGAIN and I'm really just ready for it. In fact I think they are both ready for it too, there is no love or compassion for each other at all. The whole family is miserable. It's been about 2 months now without electricity and I'm just at a loss what to do. I know my dad has been working but none of the money has gone to the bills. I hate my life right now and I can't stand being here.
I don't know what we're going to do if my parents split up. I'm, of course, worried about the animals. I can't let them get sent to the HS which I know they will if we move out. It's just so stressful.