as most of you know by now Cricket and Katie have passed.
I have been through every single change or issue they may have had in home. The hardest call I ever had to make was to their mom and tell her they didn't make it.
My vet is still clueless. Penny will be picking up her amazing boy Gatsby on Friday.

I feel as if somehow I let these 2 amazing girls down. However I know somewhere deep that I didn't. I wish I had answers for their amazong mom. I wish my vet did. I wish that I never had to make that call on Friday.

As many of you know I am not if the Christian persuasion, although I teach ancient Religion. On the day tha t her cats passed a 6 week old tailless by birth tabby arrived in riescue, we as a family have gifted it and it's life long vet care. What are the chances of that happening? In 20 yrs of cat rescue a fully tailless non manx kitten has happened only once before. I feel that the universe was trying to comfort Penny in her time of loss. I also feel that his arrival was an omen to not continue to berate myself over the deaths.

Pemmy as I told you I am so sorry, I wish I knew what happened and I wish I could have known this would happen. Please forgive me.