I know this might seem a bit odd, but I cannot stop crying.

I have never met this dog. I had never known this dog existed until last night.

Please read his story...
http://www.gsrbc.com/Success/2006/Dexter.htm

I read about Dexter last night after a member on another forum posted about him. I immediately starting bawling because it reminded me so much about Kiara's happenings in September and he has the same coloring as her, same skittish nature, etc. It just brought make those horrible memories that I have been trying so hard to get over.

Well, I found out about a half hour ago that they found Dexter's body - he is gone.

That is the fate the crossed my mind so many times with Kiara. I have been bawling since. His poor family. I cannot imagine how completely upset they are. I cannot imagine the pain they will endure over the next few months knowing the loss they suffered after getting so far with a skittish dog.

I know the pain too well and I can't stand the fact someone else is going through it. Although we did not lose Kiara, thankfully, I feel we have in a way.

I need to stop blabbing now, and I need to go hug my little girl.

Rest in Peace, Dexter, I am so sorry. I am glad that you got to know what love is...