We had two cats and one of them died on the 19th of December a couple of days ago. Tiger was perfectly healthy 4 year old and nothing was wrong with him but our cat Socks, also 4 years old was playing with him and Tiger ran into the window and I was trying to stop the other cat from bothering him. He must have ran into the window because when I picked him up he was lifeless. He would just flop down. We rushed him to an emergency vet but he was already dead. Just like that. I have been a mess. Crying and everything. Me and my grandmother was his favorites. I can't even now look at a picture of him without crying.

My other cat does not seem to care. He is not missing or looking for him. When he comes to me I feel sad because I feel responsible for not stopping him and he killed him and does not care by running after him which he thinks was playing. I don't know what to do. I am a mess.