I know that I am not on here much, but I need to be today, so please forgive me for not being on here much.
Today I rushed my cocker spaniel, Ginger to the vet, the last three months have been a back and forth struggle, from ear infections to loosing her balance, going around in circles, being on several different medications, through it all I have been waiting for this day. Two years ago is when it all really started when our other cocker spaniel, Mousse left us, they were so close, she mourned his loss so hard, we thought surely we would loose her right then and there too, but we were blessed with two more years.
Today my heart is breaking, today I was told we have to make the choice to put her to sleep!!!!!!!!!!!!! She is having siezures and she has a brain tumor. Since 130 pm she has had 6 of them, that is no way for her to live, they can give her meds but it will only prolong the inevitable. So my husband and I will talk tonight and decide when we will end her suffering.
I wish now I had written on here all about her so all of you would know how very special she is, so loving, gentle, smart, funny, loves for mommy and daddy to hold her and cuddle with her, she just loved life so much, but all of that has changed. These last three months she has been a different baby, not full of life, no excitement at anything, barely wants to be held, I have and can see the change in her.
I have no right to ask, but I will anyway, please pray for us that we are strong enough to do the right thing for her and not make it about us!!!
thank you
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