I'm a failure as a cat owner

[Catlady711]

I haven't been around much and it's because of some serious issues with my kitties. We started having peeing problems again starting last fall. Took me some time and alot of urine samples to narrow down the main culprit, Sabrina.

She was already on a prescription diet for urinary issues. We made a change to a different one which did improve the test results to normal levels.
However the peeing continued.

I finally resorted to buying an extra large dog crate and confining her in the computer room when she couldn't be supervised. At first it was just being caged in the evenings, then it was while I was at work, then it was anytime she couldn't be directly watched, then it was only being out of cage in the cpu room for short times. We were still having peeing issues.

I was still trying to convince myself that if I could re-home her things would improve. During this time I asked everyone I know, alot of our clients and had all them asking everyone they know if anyone could give her a new home. I didn't have any luck finding a home for her when she was a tiny foster kitten, and certainly no luck now that she's older.

Last week she was out of her cage while I was changing her water. I left the room for only a minute and she had peed in the middle of the floor while her cage was wide open to get to her sandbox!!

She's not taking to living in her cage well, she cries and paces at times. She can't enjoy laying in her window hammock, she can't watch the birds, she didn't take well at all to the heatwave we had since that room doesn't have A/C, she doesn't get enough exercise in there.

I finally came to the conclusion that living her entire lifetime in a cage is no life at all. Finding a home for a cat is difficult enough but a cat with peeing issues is impossible. She'll never be an outside cat as she's terrified everytime I've taken her outside. I had a deep discussion with several people, including her vet, who said I've done about all I can do. I came to the bitter, heartbreaking decision to have her put to sleep. Her appointment is tomorrow morning at 8:45 a.m.

I feel like a failure as a cat owner and I've been embarassed to come on the board to talk about it. However since so many of you have followed her progress from the 2 week old 'foster' I took in, I thought I owed it to you all to let you know.

I have to stop typing before my tears short out the keyboard.


2006






September 23, 2006 - June 16, 2001
Sabrina I love you and I am so sorry I failed you as an owner. You will be greatly missed!!! I love you baby.

[Freedom]

This is heart breaking, indeed. You have tried so many things, talked w/ many, sought advice, guidance and ideas. Talked w/ the vet. I guess I'm not sure how you failed.

Oh how I wish they could talk and tell us what is going on!!!!

Which just caused a thought to pop into my head. Have you tried that cat "talker" some folks on here have used? Candace will know who I mean, and Laura had good results. One last try perhaps?

[Catty1]

catlady - how heartbreaking!

Nancy does not ask for any money up front. If you choose to contact her, send your phone number, a picture or two of Sabrina, and tell her it is urgent. If you can postpone Sabrina's appointment for even a day, Nancy can do the reading.

efrusy @ yahoo. com - Nancy Efrusy

She works from a photo, and her prices are resonable. She lives in the USA.

Lots of folks here on PT have used her, with great results.

I know you have tried everything - Mary (Medusa) swears by a tranquilizer called Clomicalm. No side effects that she has mentioned.

Your decision is the right one. Using Nancy and trying Clomicalm etc is last resort, but Nancy can help find out from Sabrina why this is happening.

{{{{{hugs}}}}}}

[Karen]

You will be in our prayers.

[cheche]

My heart goes out to you during this trying time. I wish I had an answer

I went through something similar with an older cat and having her put down was a very, very hard decision. I kept wondering if there was something else I could have tried.

[Medusa]

I guess I'm seeing this too late b/c it's nearly time for her appt. If by some chance you've changed your mind, I'll mention Clomicalm one more time. I certainly don't want to pour salt in your already painful wound but just in case you are looking for one last thing to try, I thought I'd remind you. Whatever the case, we all know how hard you've tried w/Sabrina and her issue. And I know better than most how frustrating a pee cat can be. I had an entire living room set and dining room server completely ruined b/c of it. Had I only known about Clomicalm beforehand things may have been different. Please know that I for one feel your pain. Take care.

[MoonandBean]

{HUGS} to you and you are not a failure...you gave her a safe life filled with love and if you do have her euthanized, that will be an act of love too.

[catmandu]

You are so sorry for you and Sabrina and we are sending prayers for you both. That is such a heart rending decision to have to make, and we are praying for you.at the Found Cat Hotel

[JMCsGirl]

I haven't been on here long so I haven't seen all you have gone through however your post had heartfelt love for this cat. I cried when I read it. I am so sorry that you are having to make this difficult decision.