Where I'm at now...something positive

[Queen of Poop]

It's been almost a week since the big blowout.

I've left my parents and am in Calgary. I signed up this afternoon for a year at a rental condo. I took the kittens to Country Club pet resort for the evening. I'm staying at a south Calgary hotel for the night. Tomorrow we move in. I love my parents dearly and truly appreciate them helping me, but their smoking was going to kill me, I'm so allergic.

The kitties were thrilled to be let loose at the kennel. They said see ya ma and went out onto their own private patio. It might be a struggle to get them home!

I am hoping to be able to get the rest of my things from HIS house on Wednesday morning.

I am still mourning Miss Sasha, after 15 years it is very hard to be without her.

Thanks all for your support and kind words. I love you all!!!

[Karen]

All sounds like steps in a positive direction. And hey, the kitties probably didn't like the smoke any more than you did! We're all still thinking of you!

[chocolatepuppy]

Best of luck to you in moving on with your life. I'll keep you in my thoughts and prayers.

[Medusa]

One step, one day at a time.....

[Daisy and Delilah]

Great news!! You are moving forward with a positive plan. Good for you!! It takes a ton of courage. It's for sure that you're on the right road, Gayle, so just continue down that path and keep coming here for support!! {{{{{HUGS}}}}}

I know Sweet Sasha is smiling down on you from the bridge.

[Catty1]

Do you have someone to go with you when you collect the stuff at HIS place?

Hope you get some rest at the Super 8 tonight...or can at least be still in a quiet space.

{{{{hugs}}}}

[Queen of Poop]

Do you have someone to go with you when you collect the stuff at HIS place?

Hope you get some rest at the Super 8 tonight...or can at least be still in a quiet space.

{{{{hugs}}}}

No, I'm on my own for the collection of stuff. Probably take a couple of hours. Then the sucky part will be to carry it all up to my new place.

Feeling like I could cry at any minute. My moms to call shortly so waiting on her.

[carole]

Gayle i wish you all the very best, and hope that your move will indeed be a good one for you and all will go well, you have been through some tough times and I can only hope for you to have a very happy ,content and safe life from now on.

Remember it is perfectly normal to grieve for something you have lost, even if it wasn't how it should be, it is what you knew and i am sure there were plenty of good times as well, but the bad times usually outweigh the good,just take each day as it comes, and know that in time you will feel happy again and secure within yourself.
Rose reading your post brought tears to my eyes, i can feel and understand you pain also, just know we are all here for you both and thinking of you and extremely proud of you both, HUGS to both of you.

[Queen of Poop]

Thanks all for the support. Good to read thru all of this today. Had a great day yesterday but started going downhill last night and continues on the downward plunge today. Guess that's going to be the norm for a while. More emotional rollercoaster action.

[dukedogsmom]

I'm just now getting caught up with you. I've been worried about you for a while now. So very sorry about Sasha I know it feels like a piece of your heart has been ripped out. Take care of yourself

[Miranda_Rae]

QOP-

I have not been on for a very long time, but I did get the gist of what has happened with you and I think you are being a strong woman. It takes alot of courage to make the decision to do what you did. I think it makes you a stronger person to stand up and so no more also. Just remember that the PTers are always here for you.

It sounds like the kitties are gunna have fun at that kennel.hehehe

[Queen of Poop]

I'm doing ok. Going thru the anger phase now. No more crying. Remembering all the awful things and that's giving me the strength to carry on.

Kitties are so relaxed these days it's just funny. They just flop down on the floor and have a napper if needed. And to watch Cali play with the mousie toys I got, hilarious. They're adjusting well. Diego curled up on my lap last night and purred up a storm, he's such a love.

[Medusa]

Our kitties truly are a blessing, aren't they? When I was at my worst emotionally, just to hear them scuffling on the other side of the door as I was coming home from work, made my heart swell. I'm so glad that you have your furkids to comfort you.

[Queen of Poop]

Got my mail this morning. In it an envelope from my mom. Inside that a note and a Cdn $50 bill. The note said to go get myself a fluffy housecoat and a pair of slippers to keep cosy in.

She's so bad.

Making me cry.

What a great mom I have!

[Catty1]

YAAAAY for moms!

What colour ya gonna get?