You're not alone Anna! I think Sleiipnir had her's last week. Mine started the end of last week and is hopefully now, coming to an end! Of course, all of the emotions being expressed on PT the past week have all given us pause. But, like family, we have our ups and downs, and we'll be fine!! For me, the ups days on PT will always outweigh the downs!! We couldn't ask for a more loving group of folks! As for your unexplainable saddness, listen to this!! The other day I actually started thinking about my first childhood kitchen! I was in first grade, having breakfast before school with my Mom and brother. I started picturing in my head the kitchen, and when I got to the linoleum pattern, I started crying, and didn't stop for an hour!! From there, it was all downhill!! Who knows why we sometimes get into those "funks." But I agree with Karen. The best cure for the blues, is looking into the eyes of my furkids, getting down on the floor, giving them hugs and kisses, realizing how lucky I am to have their love!! Hang in there!! And as always, you have your loving PT family to come to when you need to "cry!" Love, Sandra