Cass Corrina is right, you need to see a doctor, and yes Cass there is no magical pill in this world that will just fix it all, you have to be prepared to HELP YOURSELF a little here, tea and sympathy is fine and everyone needs it, but take the first step and see the Doctor, you may well find once you are on some medication, you find the energy you are so lacking, will feel better about yourself and life in general, and the rest just flows with it all, everyone has bad times regardless, but right now you feel you are in a dark hole with no way out, having a good friend or the pills is not the answer it itself, but it sure helps to put things into perspective, I do speak from experience, us oldies know a little from time to time lol.