Oh Jen., I'm so sorry I've missed this {{{{{HUGS. HUGS. HUGS. HUGS.}}}}}} to a very dear Friend who's hurting.
All my love sweetheart and hope this dark time goes very quickly.
I do hope you see a counsellor and maybe your doctor - when your on the right medication - it helps so much. Please don't think your being weak - 'cos your not - depression is an illness - and it needs the correct treatment.
All your love and caring shine from everything you post - I've always thought of you as a wise, loving and caring lady. xxx

Lynne