This thing really IS an emotional roller coaster, isn't it?

All I want is to be able to get through life without thinking that I ruin everything I touch.


For my own sake, I took the initiative and decided to cut ties with this person. I wish I did not have to do this, but I was told that I tell lies and that I am not rational.

This is the hardest thing I ever had to do, and it is not helping me get out of the deep dark place that I am in. But when my mind finally moves forward from this incident, maybe I can be happy again. Maybe I can look back at the friendship and realize that it was only meant to last a short time. Maybe I am needed someplace else.

Your words will always be a place that I can come back for to get support and warm feelings.

Thanks.