I need all the hugs you can spare.

[carole]

Jen sweetie you have my empathy, I have been through betrayal myself lately of a different kind to your's but nonetheless it hurt so bad, and I am still trying to deal with it daily.

I don't know why this person did what they did to you, but please donot feel it is all your fault, infact it is probably not your fault at all, I know nothing I can say will ease your depression , but just remember Jen it is their loss.

Just try to occupie your mind with other things, if you can, because the worst thing ever is to constantly have it on your mind, any troubles become so much worse, and I have seen someone have a breakdown due to the fact they never thought of anything else.

Come on by and lean on your friends here at PT, and you have many of those Jen, who love and care for you, and will listen and offer support anytime of the night or day, when ever you feel those bad moments coming on, please talk to us, and pm me anytime you wish.

Most of us have experienced similar things and so each and every one of us can relate and can tell you how we dealt with it.

I am really sorry to hear you are so miserable right now, and I know its the worst feeling in the world, trust me Jen it will get better and you will get over this, you must know what a great person you are, don't let one persons odd behaviour tell you any different.

LOVE AND HUGS to you Jen.
P.S Jen i just wanted to add, I know all the kind words in the world don't seem to make a difference right now, but you know they actually do help in the end, speaking here from experience, I personally felt so much better after talking with everyone here on PT, they just made me see things clearer and gave me the energy I needed to deal with my troubles.

I know your depression is part of the problem, but it is what has happened that has sent you into the depths of despair, so if we can help with that in any way, it will hopefully help your feel a little better within yourself HUGS again dear lady.

P.SS Jen that person is NOT worthy of your friendship, turn to those who are and feel the unconditonal love they have to offer you.