Jen, depression is a disease and I hope the doc and the counsellor can help you (I am convinced they can!)

Like any person in the world you have the right to be loved unconditionally just because you are you.

Look at what you have: Charlie, wonderful cat friends, your little house- that all is very good plus here are all your PT friends That is a lot and you have it becauase you are you! And don't dare to think you are unworthy!

{{{{{{Hugs}}}}}}