I'm very sorry Megan.
My mother and I don't have the greatest relationship but she's certainly not like your's. Has your mother ever tried to seek professional help.. or even you seek professional help?

They may be able to help a great amount with your family problems and personal problems.

If you need to talk with someone, let me know, i'm here even if I can't find words to reply with, i'll listen.

{HUGS}