Julie, I'm glad you checked in and let us know how you're doing.

No need to worry about us judging you for anything. You are one of the most wonderful people here are and we know you would only do what is best for your daughters.

As for the depressions, if you're having thyroid and hormone problems, that is a very likely cause of the depressions - especially coupled with the mammogram troubles and your daughters being gone. What you have to do is concentrate on getting yourself healthy.

Check in when you can. {{{hugs}}}