Tonya just trying to put it into perspective here, just think when Jaden was little, and could not talk, I am sure there were times when you were not sure what was wrong with him if he got sick, or even as a baby, you know my daughter was only 9 mths old when she got her first UTI, and although I knew she was not well, I had no way of knowing it was something like that or as serious, luckily I did get her to the doctor straight away, so don't feel so bad and be so hard on yourself, you made an error in judgement, and forgive yourself, next time you won't make the same mistake ok. cheers girl