Just when I thought everything was kind of looking up, I talked to my landlord a few minutes ago.

He told me that I'd probably have to "get rid" of some of my cats because he said he didn't think Elayna would "put up" with it for very long!!! Now everytime I look at my cats, all I do is cry!! How can I make a choice who stays and who goes?? If I had known I'd be in this kind of dilemma, I never would've taken in so many. But I love them all so much and they've been there for me! I tried looking up American Curl and Munchkin rescue organizations on the internet. The Chairman of the American Curl rescue group is the breeder I originally got Carly from!!

I keep telling myself to wait till tomorrow and talk to Kelly Services. I told my landlord that I can't think about that right now, I have to think about finding employment so I can pay the rent.

I feel like I'm in a no win situation here. I can't eat, I can't sleep, I'm pacing around my apartment trying to figure out what to do.