Oh Sue. You don't have to explain to us why you're worried. We all know how very serious Killian's illness is and how brave and courageous he's been through all his episodes. I know he couldn't have gotten through them without you by his side and the strength and courage you've shown us, is beyond inspirational. I hope and pray that Killi is keeping his food down today. It was so good to hear that he's improving slowly but surely. My heart ached when I read your description of him staring off into space. That's what my Jing used to do periodically when she was battling liver cancer. We are all keeping you and Killian and sister Shiloh in our thoughts and prayers. Killi, Star***Shine and Cutie Cody send their bestest pal lots of slurpy licks and say, "Get better friend!" And give him a big hug and kiss from me too Love, Sandra