My cousin, Nipper's_mom has Spina Bifida.
She is 21 years old and has been in a wheelchair her whole life.
She cannot feel anything from her waist down. She has had many surgeries and complications with her health.
Things could be far worse, you're very fortunate and from what i've seen you're a very beautiful lady, Jaime. A scar is absolutely nothing to be ashamed of.