Aw, I hope you change your mind and post, once in a while at least! I can understand a bit of what you must be feeling. I was so depressed last month, I almost couldn't stand it. It was like a black cloud was following me around. Luckily, mine didn't last but a couple of the longest weeks of my life!

I'm glad you will still be lurking on PT though. My cat kids will treat Remus to cat nip tea, any time you care to stop by the bar!
(((HUGS)))