Terrible & will never go back.
From kindergarden to grad 6, I was beaten on, teased, harassed, laughed at & called stupid on a pretty much daily bases. I was told I was kicked out of kindergarden almost everyday for acting up, why u might ask, because I couldn't speek any language well enough to communicate with anyone. My parents messed me up really bad when I was 3. My language was french 7 then my sister was born & then I wasn't allowede to speek french anylonger & had to learn english & became shy & confused about everything, because I didn't understand anything.
So from day one I was dissliked & shooed away from everyone.
grade 7-8 was a bit better. no beatings at that school. I was picked on during lunch & then discoved that I could hang out in the grade 1-2 classroom while the kids had their lunch, 4 of us hung out down there caring for the 2 classrooms filled with tots. We loved it down there & the kids loved hanging out with us bigger kids & that made us feel liked & wanted for once. But class still sucked, I had to sit at the front near the teacher just so I wouldn't be bugged.
grade 9-12 was a bit better. Class was the same, but only if they had the kids that grew up with me. Breaks & lunch times were ok. I formed a looser table & we all stuck together & I became the boss & shooed & faught the bullies. I felt really good in that group & so did the rest of them. I was the biggest, strongest & the meanest in our group. Over the year I had become very angry & didn't take doo doo from bullies anylonger. Forst I would act if they were not there & if they kept going on & on & on or touched me, all hell broke loose. & I wouldn't get into trouble & they would get suspended or kicked out of school.
All the teachers & the principle knew I liked to stay outta trouble & protect my looser group from being beaten on or bullied. After the first 2 grades nobody really bothered us anymore, they learned we just wanted to be left alone & play our game every lunch hour in peace or they would get in doo doo.
& college was high school all over again. Stupid kids talking all throughout class & picking on me. I had no group to go to at college, so I hid during breaks & free time. Or I would sit in the glass coffee room & everyone knew thats where the cops got their coffee & snacks so none of the bullies bothered me in there.
But in my opinion, school still sucks & its a horrible place for kids to be, if ur not labled cool.
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