Why be sorry? I think that we've all been there at times sweety!!!!
Honestly, I'm 29 & wonder the same thing myself half the time. Why isn't there enough money to go around for everyone to live comfortably & be happy all at the same time?!
Maybe you can accept some money for now just to get caught up & then do something nice in return for the people that have helped you out!
Happy Birthday in advance!!!!!
Maybe some of your friends can take you out for your birthday!
Or your parents, boyfriend, someone I'm sure could help you foot the bill to make your birthday great!
I hope you do have a great day!
Tina