I just need to do this.

[carole]

Tina, Sandra has put it all so well, and how many of us are feeling, we all understand if you need to take a break from PT,but please donot feel you are not wanted or don't fit in, everyone on PT has a very important contribution to make, and we will all miss you if you leave, I hope you decide to stay on, and that in time you will feel different, PT is a wonderful place, with great people who really do care, and care about you and your life.

I am also sorry that you are feeling overwhelmed by sorrow right now and with life in general, I think we can all empathise with you, as most of us have been there sometime in our lives, and when we feel this way things do become clouded as Sandra said, we just feel everything is getting on top of us and looks bad.

Just take time out if you need, step back for a while and reflect on your life where it is going and what you can do to help it go the way you want, and please do come back to PT, you will be welcomed with open arms by us all, Haere-ra for now(goodbye) and Take care of yourself, hope to see you back here soon.

P.S I don't think anyone will judge you for the decisions you have made, you know why you made them and that is all that matters, some people are very passionate about their beliefs on PT and I can understand you being hesitant to post about this, but if you are content with your decisIons that is all that matters Tina. Keep Well.!!!