I guess I should touch upon some of the things that are messing my head and heart up. I really don't know where to start.

Anyway, first thing, I am having some back problems, and problems with my feet. The doctor says I have some bulging disc, and could have spurs on my heels. It is very painful to just get up and try to walk across the floor. I guess I feel like I am just physically falling apart. Since my husband got sick, I have had to do everything, even the heavy lifting, because he is not supposed to lift anything heavy. He has problems with his heart and lungs. I won't get into that.

I went to a psychiatrist, and was told I will be having highs and lows because I am Bipolar. At times I stay up all night just working on the house, or I am on this computer. Then my mood just suddenly falls, and I want to just stay in bed and sleep all the time. The doctor gave me some different meds, a mood stabilizer, and some other meds. I am hoping these will get me back to feeling like myself again.

I have battled these feeling for years, and felt like giving up, because nothing seem to work. I finally found a doctor who is actually listening to me. That alone makes me feel better.

Anyway, that is some of it, there are a few other things, that I just can't get into right now.

Thanks to all of you for your concern, and Carole, I really appreciate you creating this thread, it really makes me feel good to see so many that really do care.

And yes, I am crazy!!

Love to you all,
Willie