Thank you all for your kind thoughts and words, I am certain in some mysterious way Mike will hear them, I just found out Kirsten was even younger than I was told, she was only 33, so unfair, gosh how do you tell a 4 yr old and a 2 yr old you will never see mummy again, my heart just breaks thinking of it all, and how hard this must be for Mike, he has lost the love of his life, and he must be hurting so much, but yet he has to be strong for his babies.

Sometimes I just cannot understand why the good people have to suffer so much, and from what I know Kirsten was a real bubbly,kind caring person, who loved life and all it had to offer, why why why????????