You can't afford to buy her - so you can't afford to keep her. Sorry to be blunt but I hate the thought of you being so depressed about a situation you can't alter.
Lynne, I totally agree with you. I KNOW I can't afford her, let alone feed another cat. But she just reminded me so much of Marina Mar and how much I miss her.

Every once in a great while, something triggers my depression so I guess yesterday was the day.

I'm going to stop by there before I go to work and take a picture of her.