I was sad to read your thread, I am so sorry for your loss,at least she has left behind some beautiful babies to remind you of her, and now you will have your'e hands full with taking care of them, I hope that helps with your loss and that everything goes well with the babies, HUGS to you and welcome to PT , you have come to the right place if you want some advice on raising the little ones , there are some real experts here, I am not one of them, but wish you all the luck.