I don't think you should leave. I think you've beat yourself up enough over the way you started here. Keep in mind that you really will have to prove yourself to a lot of people. But, there are people that have done worse than lie and not apologized, I think it's admirable that you at least could do that. I'm Kari, by the way. I have a dog and a rat. Finn (labrador) and Luli (hairless rat). I think Diego is cute, and, it's nice to actually meet him.