Originally posted by popcornbird
Losing a job can be very difficult, and very mind draining, because you just can't predict what's going to happen next.
I think that is the worst part of all about it. And I have an anxious type mind that jumps and flits from all kinds of possibilities instead of just trying to keep to the moment, or even looking at positive things that can come of this. Little things keep hitting me, like how we will lose such good medical insurance, and how we will lose our free internet and cable service... It's so hard right now not to think of all the bad things.

It seriously is comforting to read all of your kind thoughts. It is comforting to hear about those of you who have been through the same thing and that everything turned out okay.

When I push thoughts of "what might happen now" from my head, I am left with how hurt and devastated David is, and that is almost harder to bear than the fears. He liked his job, had a lot of friends there, really liked his boss. He broke down when telling me, and my heart is breaking horribly for what he is going through.