I have found a doctor I can trust. I really like my doctor now, it's just hard for me to actually pick up the phone and call when I know I need to. All it does is bring back bad memories. In the US we have workmens comp, which will pay if you get hurt at work or what not. I am not sure how it works. My husband also has aflac which pays us for going to the doctor. Which next year we should get a good amout as many times as I have been to the dentist already this year. I work tomorrow and I will let what ever manager know that I can't lift anything heavy. Which I already know they wont be happy with me but oh well.

Deb, I also have to tell you it was painful for me to read your story. My half sister touched me when I was a baby and after my mother found out she was no longer allowed in the house. Although I was an infant when it happened I can not relate to how you must have felt, let alone trying to cope with what had happened to you not only when you were a child but as an adult. I can feel your pain to some extent.

Katie