I was really sad reading your thread, you are in emotional pain right now, and most of us one time or another have felt the way you do dear.

You are young and have everything to live for, at the moment it may not seem that way, and life sucks at times for us all, but please donot do anything to harm yourself.

Your'e a beautiful young person, who has a long road ahead of her, there will be joys, sadness, ups and downs, but life is good, please try to embrace it and see the good things that are there for you.

Can you talk to a school counsellor, or someone close to you, sometimes sharing your thoughts can help , even if it is here on PT, there are many of us who care, and it distresses me so to hear such a young person so unhappy in their life.

please feel free to Pm me anytime, I am one of the older crowd and have two children of my own, I am not sure I can offer you the right advice, but want to help if I can.

Please take care and spirits up.

Everyone on PT LOVES YOU.......