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hmm... How is your mom's bf terrible? My parents can be pretty bad too.. My step-dad is an alcoholic and my mom's never any help, she's always too busy with her own crap. The last time I saw my real dad, I was 6...which was about 12 years ago. I hate him anyway. You couldn't go live with your relatives? Take a plane or train and live with your grandparents or cousins for a while or something? Where does your boyfriend live? Don't kill yourself if you don't get into the school you wanted to get into. I didn't get into my #1 choice college and my only 2nd choice was too far away and too expensive so I'm going to community college and *sighs* living at home for probably another two years... I'm sure two years will pass by faster than you think. Don't leave or kill yourself because your dogs need you and whether you know it or not, your mom needs you too. ^_- Do you go to a school? Try to make some friends with neighbors or classmates or something. Plus, remember - You always have friends here!!! We all care about you!! Please don't hurt yourself **hugs**