Oh I just want cry right now! I feel like this is all my fault! I can tell that many of you fully understand. Julie I know you have been through hell with the Ally Connor situation but I had no idea that it had gotten that bad. I'm so sorry.
I don't want to take him back to the shelter but there is a part of me that wants to stop right now. If he had clamped down on one of the cats legs like he did my arm then I'm sure it would have broken it. Do I want to run this risk? I know if he goes back to the shelter they won't kill him but I'm certain that he will go totally nuts and probably die on his own.
I'm going to check into getting him medicine to calm him because I think he has cage rage because the bite came from me restraining him.
I'm not giving up yet but I am so befuddled and just want to do it right.

btw-When the Advil wears off the pain is pretty bad but tolerable after I take it. I'm waiting for my brother to come advise me. He used to be an EMT. If he thinks the hospital can't do much for me then I'm not going and will follow our PT nurses (Debbie) advice.