Thanks Anna and Robilee. *no worries for coming in late!* Each day is getting better.
Yes I was very close to my grandma. I was the youngest of 2 grandaughters and the 'favorite'. I went down to their house every Friday nite to spend the nite from the time before I went to Kindergarten until I was in Jr. Hi. And then for the last 13 months they lived right behind my parents so Keegan and I saw them every time we went over. I know she is watching me, and I talk to her all the time. I know that eventually I will probably stop talking to her all the time but for now it helps.
This weekend I might ask my mom and dad if I can borrow their van and take Grandpa for a drive, he likes that. But not sure if I can drive slow enough for him! But if we stick to country roads etc we might be ok, just have to set the cruise low!