Thanks everyone!

He said that one day that he would like to sit down and tell me about what happened..why he wasn't there but I told him that the past is the past but if he felt that he had to tell me that my ears were wide open. Yeah but I let him know I wasn't mad and that I don't expect him to make up for 20yrs that atleast we have a chance now. I really don't care about the past I can't live in the past only the present and the future and thats what we have now. I thought I was going to be really nervous but when I got there everyone made me feel right at home like it hadn't been 20yrs....the best part of it all is that my mom went with me. They got along really good. Anyways thank you all I'll let you all know more later.