I know how hard that must have been! It is a lot of FUN work getting ferals to learn to trust. It's very rewarding and how can you not fall madly in love with such adorable babies? You did a wonderful thing and because of you they have a happy life to look forward to. Macy surely would have had more and more kittens had you not intervened. You have done what I consider one of the hardest things. You loved and then let go so they could move on.
I believe that your prayers will be answered and they will find wonderful homes!
You did such a wonderful job with the scooter bugs! Bless you for giving them such a wonderful start in life.